So to start i pulled a lame joke on my youtubers and said i was quitting. I am not. I suck at april fools day.
Then for the last few days i have been reading the one and only fan fu=iction i have ever read and ever will read.
Wide Awake - fan fiction of twilight. BUT no vampires no future seeing. non of that.
just insomnia cookies and sex...well NOW sex...i am a few chapters in. It is on livejournal if you want to look it upuser name : angstgoddess003
OK now my heath. I had to call in sick from work. first i wanted too cause i was way too tired. but i have been coughing and wheezing non stop...and it's not due to a cold. It is my asthma. I have dropped like 15 pounds. no good...but at the same time...good.
So i am back on my inhaler and hopefully that will help. these are my first asthma attacks in over 1 1/2 years.
SUCKAGE.
so yeah....this sucks cause i am reading this and can't stop cause it rocks...but i should cause it is 5:17 already...
I'll just finish this chapter...
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
My thoughts on being a good friend
I have been told before i am not a "good friend". I am sure all of you have at one point. Even if it wasn't to your face. But i think that people views on what a "good friend" are now days are so skewed that they don't know good friends from bad ones.
Now everyone has a main friend/group of friends that basically know everything about them. They know when you just want people to lie to you when the shit has hit the fan. They know when you are acting happy and no one sees it. They know it all, and sometimes it gets to be a pain but I think everyone needs that person/persons that they can go to without judgment.
Now, everyone has that one friend that DOESN'T know them as well as the first but they are so much fun to hang out with that you really don't care. but would you go to this person for advice? Would you go to this person when you have a problem. Not really. cause alot of the time if you do, they will change the subject and avoid the conversation.
A real good friend will tell you when you are fucking up, when you are doing stupid shit that is out of character. When you are being unrealistic about choices. When you need to face your problems when you are avoiding them.
THIS is when your pride gets you. ALOT of people hold themselves so high that when they need help they won't take it. That when they have problems they won't share and instead wallow in their own self pity cause they don't know the difference between good and bad friends.
I hope this has helped someone.
Because a GOOD friend would not sit back and watch you crumble.
Now everyone has a main friend/group of friends that basically know everything about them. They know when you just want people to lie to you when the shit has hit the fan. They know when you are acting happy and no one sees it. They know it all, and sometimes it gets to be a pain but I think everyone needs that person/persons that they can go to without judgment.
Now, everyone has that one friend that DOESN'T know them as well as the first but they are so much fun to hang out with that you really don't care. but would you go to this person for advice? Would you go to this person when you have a problem. Not really. cause alot of the time if you do, they will change the subject and avoid the conversation.
A real good friend will tell you when you are fucking up, when you are doing stupid shit that is out of character. When you are being unrealistic about choices. When you need to face your problems when you are avoiding them.
THIS is when your pride gets you. ALOT of people hold themselves so high that when they need help they won't take it. That when they have problems they won't share and instead wallow in their own self pity cause they don't know the difference between good and bad friends.
I hope this has helped someone.
Because a GOOD friend would not sit back and watch you crumble.
Friday, March 13, 2009
my future saturday videos....
so yeah....i still am not sure if i am going to keep Slaughter Saturdays....though i am totally doing it this Saturday!! one of the people who sent me questions fro my Wednesday video........CORRECTED MY OPINION..... I did not know that was possible. so yeah...there is one topic....
but i donno.... I don't want to do odd new topics cause...well...i don't watch the news. It makes me mad. Plus that is PhillyD's thing.
so you guys got any ideas??
maybe somthing horror related....the genre is WIDE.
oh well watch reachel getting married. later!
but i donno.... I don't want to do odd new topics cause...well...i don't watch the news. It makes me mad. Plus that is PhillyD's thing.
so you guys got any ideas??
maybe somthing horror related....the genre is WIDE.
oh well watch reachel getting married. later!
Thursday, March 5, 2009
My F---ed up day of F---ed up thoughts
Have you ever had a day where nothing detrimentally bad happens but you just keep thinking of really shitty thoughts or memories.
I really hate days like this.
Like as some of you have seen i DO have a boyfriend. And yes we are serious but i NEVER make my status 'Love misses her john-y-poo!!! I want him to come home!'
And then like 2 hours later they change ONE FUCKING WORD. 'Want' to 'Need'.
SERIOUSLY!!!!
THAT is seriously one of the most ANNOYING things anyone can possibility do. like I don't care if i would take a bullet for you. Do that....I'll push you in front of a moving bus.
This also goes for the exact opposite people too.
If you are single and constantly on your status it says 'Love fucking hates being alone. I want to kill couples.'
And then like 2 hours later they change ONE FUCKING WORD. 'Couples' to 'Myself'.
FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!
Stop being miserable. I was single for a year and a half and NEVER posted shit like that. and by single I mean not even a date. Mainly by choice. the whining is JUST as annoying as the gooshy love fucks are. And I will push you in front of the bus too. You will just die sad and alone.
wow....i just read all this...very cynical. But very true.
HA!
I really hate days like this.
Like as some of you have seen i DO have a boyfriend. And yes we are serious but i NEVER make my status 'Love misses her john-y-poo!!! I want him to come home!'
And then like 2 hours later they change ONE FUCKING WORD. 'Want' to 'Need'.
SERIOUSLY!!!!
THAT is seriously one of the most ANNOYING things anyone can possibility do. like I don't care if i would take a bullet for you. Do that....I'll push you in front of a moving bus.
This also goes for the exact opposite people too.
If you are single and constantly on your status it says 'Love fucking hates being alone. I want to kill couples.'
And then like 2 hours later they change ONE FUCKING WORD. 'Couples' to 'Myself'.
FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!
Stop being miserable. I was single for a year and a half and NEVER posted shit like that. and by single I mean not even a date. Mainly by choice. the whining is JUST as annoying as the gooshy love fucks are. And I will push you in front of the bus too. You will just die sad and alone.
wow....i just read all this...very cynical. But very true.
HA!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
My S.Darko Movie buzz
So I have just watched the trailer for "S.Darko", the sequel to cult film "Donnie Darko".
I am extremely surprised in the fact that they are even MAKING a sequel. It truly seemed like a movie left without the possibility of a sequel....
Now when I first found out they were making "S.Darko" I DID NOT want to go see it. I knew they were just going to ruin it. but now that I have seen the trailer I am on the fence.
The cast alone has me intrigued.
FIRST AND FOR MOST- Daveigh Chase DOES play Samantha Darko (who the movie is based on.) Which is quite a shock and is delightful. I mean seriously she is not the little girl we remeber from "The Ring" and D.D. a few years ago. I can already hear My friends making sex jokes about her.
Next, Ed Westwick from the CW's Gossip Girl is in this playing Randy, which i giggle at due to the parallel of his sex crazy character on TV.
One Tree Hill's James Lafferty is also in this. Now this has me wondering is the CW in on this shit?
And...what!? Jasper from Twilight? Seriously! Jackson Rathbone plays Jeremey in the new movie. Among other b and c list actors the movie looks MUCH more mainstream then the original movie with on screen heart throb, Jake Gyllenhaal.
Now I think I may go and see it, at least for S&G.
If you guys want to see...Here is the link to IBMD and also here is the trailer.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1231277/
I am extremely surprised in the fact that they are even MAKING a sequel. It truly seemed like a movie left without the possibility of a sequel....
Now when I first found out they were making "S.Darko" I DID NOT want to go see it. I knew they were just going to ruin it. but now that I have seen the trailer I am on the fence.
The cast alone has me intrigued.
FIRST AND FOR MOST- Daveigh Chase DOES play Samantha Darko (who the movie is based on.) Which is quite a shock and is delightful. I mean seriously she is not the little girl we remeber from "The Ring" and D.D. a few years ago. I can already hear My friends making sex jokes about her.
Next, Ed Westwick from the CW's Gossip Girl is in this playing Randy, which i giggle at due to the parallel of his sex crazy character on TV.
One Tree Hill's James Lafferty is also in this. Now this has me wondering is the CW in on this shit?
And...what!? Jasper from Twilight? Seriously! Jackson Rathbone plays Jeremey in the new movie. Among other b and c list actors the movie looks MUCH more mainstream then the original movie with on screen heart throb, Jake Gyllenhaal.
Now I think I may go and see it, at least for S&G.
If you guys want to see...Here is the link to IBMD and also here is the trailer.
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1231277/
Saturday, February 28, 2009
My Large Audience
To My 6 veiwers,
You have been given a video/comment mission.
You all must ask me a question.
Anything.
Anything goes.
Yes, I am serious.
I already have a good handful to play with Via Youtube video comment but i want more.
Now you may wonder what I will be doing with them...Oh you will see.
So send me your questions!!!
You have been given a video/comment mission.
You all must ask me a question.
Anything.
Anything goes.
Yes, I am serious.
I already have a good handful to play with Via Youtube video comment but i want more.
Now you may wonder what I will be doing with them...Oh you will see.
So send me your questions!!!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
My video-less days
So I really hate to do this, The whole no videos till March thing. It sucks. I am however recording little songs on Facebook and will be placing some here. for your slight entertainment. But the new house is almost done.
They are Floating the walls right now. Basically that means they are plastering them to make them look like a real wall. And then they are starting on the floors. Which means *DrumRoll* We will be moving in SOON!! right now what we are doing is moving things to a storage shed for convince, then after the house is ready we are officially moving in.
You guys will get 2 new videos when the internet is hooked up again at the new house.
1 goodbye video of the house I have lived in for the first 19 years of my life
and
1 hello video of my brand new house.
I personally love the house. though i only saw it when it didn't have walls I do love it. It was damaged in Ike a few months back and they took out the first 4 1/2 feet of all the walls to pass inspection. and it passed. (hence the walls)
ok i think that will be all for now.
Later!
HeGotAway
They are Floating the walls right now. Basically that means they are plastering them to make them look like a real wall. And then they are starting on the floors. Which means *DrumRoll* We will be moving in SOON!! right now what we are doing is moving things to a storage shed for convince, then after the house is ready we are officially moving in.
You guys will get 2 new videos when the internet is hooked up again at the new house.
1 goodbye video of the house I have lived in for the first 19 years of my life
and
1 hello video of my brand new house.
I personally love the house. though i only saw it when it didn't have walls I do love it. It was damaged in Ike a few months back and they took out the first 4 1/2 feet of all the walls to pass inspection. and it passed. (hence the walls)
ok i think that will be all for now.
Later!
HeGotAway
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